The Mommy Guilt
There have been far too many times that I get lost in a conversation with myself, mostly with the heart, of the things that I'm incapable of. Like juggling work with being a stay-at-home-mom.
It's obviously not easy doing work or managing a venture while having to attend to a young child without a nanny or a helper. But what's worse is feeling and knowing that you're the most distracted mom and you aren't even sure if you're doing your best. And the uneasiness when you have a job outside to attend and you aren't sure if anybody can babysit your child. Or you're too afraid to ask. Or you feel guilty while you're out doing your thing and you leave your child for a bit.
Sometimes I feel like maybe I should just drop everything and just be only a mom, even if that means sacrificing my passion.
Mothers, all kinds, need support.